reh reh ke
ruk ruk ke
na jane kyon
main fir chalta hun
main fir nikalta hun
kya manzil ki talaash?
ya kuch paane ki aas hai?
ya koi anbujhi pyas hai?
ya fir kuch aur khaas hai?

na jane kyon
main chalta hun,
thakta hun,
rukta hun,
saans leta hun,
aur fir kadam badhaata hun,
manzil ki talash nah
kuch khaas nahi
koi pyas bhi nahi
na jane kyon main chalta hun

kal fir se aaj hua
aaj fir se kal hua
do din beet gaye
ik pal nahi jiya
chal raha hoon
thak raha hoon

hummm, man I cant write a poem. shame. send some +ve remarks.

Edit: this was lying in drafts for i think 15-20 days. Still not complete. I almost forgot wat I wanted to say. the fontzer management is responsible for all this crap . Publishing at last.
There has been so much hue and cry over reservations. This is not the only issue Indians are coping up. But this is an issue which clearly tells what our leadership is upto. No one is bothered about the real problem India is facing.
Our BSP leaders, Mayawati and all that, will b happy for reservations. They need reservation to wipe out the Manuwadis and uplift the Dalits. To some extent I support reservations. But in todays India who is actually a dalit?
Dalit verbally means oppressed.
Jessica Lal. She was murdered openly and the killer is out, roaming freely. I guess her family is dalit.
The parents of the martyr soldiers, who are struggling hard to get old age pensions.
The rickshaw puller brahmin who is not able to earn 2 times meal is I guess a dalit.
The labour that works in steel mills in Ludhiana and die in explosions and their kins get just 30000 Rupees as compensation, the family is dalit.
A student works hard with all the meager resources and then finds that his seat is taken by some guy who got free coaching and scored less then him but got the seat as he was SC/ST/OBC is a real dalit.
Reservations are nothing but a poll prank. Congress just wants to win elections. Congress and even BSP is not bothered about the real dalit. What BSP did when it was in power in UP? They encroached lands and did just built parks. Lemme think. I need breakfast. Can a Ambedkar park help me? According to my knowledge and understanding only food stuff will help me.
BJP was also in power and it promised the hindus that as soon as they get power they will build Ram Mandir. Where is Ram Mandir? Infact the whole India heard that Mr. LK Advani thinks Jinnah was right. In my opinion one who demands partition just on the basis of caste and creed and the other who supports it in any way is totally insane. I will not divide my home if one of my family starts worshipping Shiv ji and other one Ma Vaishno.
Communist like every other aging thing needs to revive them. I understand that our fellow countrymen needs equal opportunities. So that doesn’t mean I will feed some one who is just busy organising Bandh or strikes.

…un finished.

A man piloting a hot air balloon discovers he has wandered off course and is hopelessly lost. He descends to a lower altitude and locates a man down on the ground. He lowers the balloon further and shouts “Excuse me, can you tell me where I am?”
The man below says: “Yes, you’re in a hot air balloon, about 30 feet above this field.”
“You must work in Information Technology,” says the balloonist.
“Yes I do,” replies the man. “And how did you know that?”
“Well,” says the balloonist, “what you told me is technically correct, but of no use to anyone.”
The man below says, “You must work in management.”
“I do,” replies the balloonist, “how did you know?”
“Well,” says the man, “you don’t know where you are, or where you’re going, but you expect my immediate help. You’re in the same position you were before we met, but now it’s my fault!”

So after taking so many long braks am back. Back to do more shameless self promotions. I even got a domain booked and planned to move my blog there. But then I dropped the idea of having one more blog. Instead of starting too many projects its better to concentrate on one project. Currently I am working on 2 blogs. My own Shameless and the second Bewajah. My experienc with bewajah has been encouraging for me. My experiment was success ful and am really happy for that. More over I got a team for bewajah and all its good to see that Chaitu is really working well. Thanks Chaitu.
In between all these breaks I suffered from stress. One fine day, I wake up and experience some headache. As am a lazy ass and more afraid of doctors than deseases I popped up a disprin. 2nd day the same thing happened. and on 3rd day I was on bed. tried to sleep. cud not. I wished the roof comes crashing on my head but then I am living in a rented accomodation so causing damage to landlord’s property was not a good idea. some how I tried to get some rest. didnt work for 18 hours that day and just reduced wrking hours to 8-10. but my body is not used to rest and sudden sleep in day time caused back pain. OUCH!!! Back pain. for 4 days. I again wanted to die but could not.
Then there was a cyst in my right eye. for long, atleast for 10-11 months I have been avoiding it. But at last one of my client said, “Chetan 2mro u come and see me, I know one eye surgeon and we will get this cyst removed. a small surgery”
Surgery.
AYYO!!! (I have learned this new slang from my Tamil frends.)
The surgery took just 15 minutes.
Doctor said, “Dont worry you will feel the pain of injection only.”
I said, “I can bear pain but am afraid of doctors only.”
Doctor had a hearty laugh and I just smiled.
My Big Seductive/Mystic/Full of Love/and all the best on this planet eyes are on now.
This is not all.
Working 18 hours a day means you loose energy every day. In the starting of March I felt all my trousers are becoming tight. My waist has gone from 29 to 30 and now it was crossing 30 and touching 31.
At a time when all my financial planning was aimed at saving money, I was not ready to buy new trousers. In the starting of April, I was back to normal, waist 30 inches. Good. Little bit of fasting and dieting on fruits and juices helped me.
Now my health is ok.
No back pain.
No headache.
No stress.
No problem with my wow eyes.
Waistline OK.
Time to take over the galaxy now.